As I close my eyes to this lovely morning, I allow the darkness to set in again. Questions begin to cloud my mind and answers to them escape to a world unknown. Surrounded by beauty and serenity on all sides, yet the inner turmoil boils it to ashes. So much noise on the outside, but that one voice I need to hear is nowhere. Am I losing contact with myself to conquer the ones around me? …Secluding myself in a cocoon and hoping to come out armed with colors to fill in the dark patches. A dream fading in reality!