Battling The World

When the world is against me, I battle alone. Standing my ground firm, head held high and looking at them in the eye. I may be alone, I may be singled out but I won’t give up. I’ll be bruised and I’ll be cut but I won’t bow down. It is for my respect and…

In A World Of Beauty

I am flawed like the moon Beauty marred by ugly spots I Plunge into never ending gloom Scared of the sprouting dots It’s a life of a hag in a world of beauty… I am a woman of youth and grace Trapped in a worldly maze of hurtful jibes Running from the world hiding my…

Let Me Breathe

Trapped in my body I writhe in pain Choke me but what have you got to gain …Let me breathe in the rain, in the rain Beaten thoughts are weeping out my brain Like life sucked out and washed in the drain …Let me breathe in the rain, in the rain Tired with thoughts going…

Cracked And Exposed

A crack I hear, did it come from there? Oh, I hear another one from here Where is it cracking, here or there? I see it nowhere, can you see it here? And then I turn towards the mirror there Where I see it all, the cracks everywhere But how did they reach here? Inside…

At The End

At the end of my arrow you stand tight Scared of the fate that may befall you Scared of the pain that will soon tear you Scared of the horror you will now face At the end of my arrow you kneel down Begging forgiveness from my tortured soul Begging for a little mercy from…

Mere Words

Words, mere words they were That you used to sweep me off my feet Your sweet words they were That drowned me in your thoughts They were your tender words That left me pinning for you Words, mere words they were That you used to pinch me and leave me bruised

In My Dreams

“This place is a dream. Only a sleeper considers it real. Then death comes like dawn, and you wake up laughing at what you thought was your grief.” – Rumi

Dying Strong

What does death feel like? The moment you breathe your last, what is it like? Maybe I’ll be suffocated and strangled. Pushing to be saved! Gasping for every breath that might be my last! But what happens when I am way over that point? When life seems hazy and blurry, a distant memory I once…

On The Brink

My insides are gnawing at me I have scratches on my soul The inner mesh that filters dirt Is giving up fast and now I feel dirty to the very core Rubbing and scrubbing isn’t helping My bruises pain but don’t bleed An empty pain surrounds me Nothing to blame on This feeling lingers for…

The Worst Suffering

“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.“ ~Paulo Coelho~

Baggage

So here I pack my bag and leave you Leave you behind me and move on Move on to a land of my dreams My dreams that once revolved around you! Around you I feel suffocated and betrayed Betrayed is what I felt the fateful day The day it all rolled out in front of…

A Drop Of Demise

Drop by drop it lands on me I shiver, I wriggle, I flutter Drop by drop it tickles me I jerk, I jiggle, I jolt Drop by drop it takes me back in time I twist, I turn, I toss Drop by drop it engulfs me I gasp, I gulp, I pant Drop by drop…