Flashing my off-white smile to the world I wonder if they can see past it. The big grin they see plastered on my face does no justice to the teeth I am secretly clenching. The rosiness they see at the edge of my smile is mistaken for a shy blush. My anger has its redness concealed without even trying. The sheen in my eyes is not sparkle but tears refusing to trickle.
I am happy, just like they believe but it’s not complete. It’s an incomplete happiness for an incomplete soul.
I am only half happy because I am halved…
Live Your Dreams 24/7 
It’s True There is An Illusion That Others Own Half Our Happiness It’s True There Is An Illusion That We Master All Of Our Happiness Within It’s Also True That Neuroscience
Suggests We
All Basically
Generate Our
Realities in
Hallucinations
We Create Based
On Experiences We
Hallucinate Before as
We Come To Feel And
Sense Our Reality Now
What
Is Whole
What Is
Beautiful
What is
The Ecstasy
To Give And Share
Free is Ours To Seek
And Find in Our Deepest
Breaths Within i Will Never
Be Able to Create A Path
In Another to Find The
FRiEnD i Find
In me
But i
Do Know
Feel And Sense
That Religion Science
Philosophy All Come
Together Now To Prove
This ‘Autotelic Flow’ is
Possible And
Real
For
All
Those
Who Find Their
Way So Many
Metaphors
For
Heaven
Within Never the
Less the Eternal
Now Bliss Within is
Real But often Eternally
Not Found For those
Who Seek it anywhere
Else But
Within
Now
Sadly
Our
CuLTuRaL
Tools Ranging
From Clothes
Of Written Words
To Weapons Guns
Of War
Keep
Most All
Human Beings
Living Half
A Life
Away
From Eternal
Flow of Bliss Within…
Where again Perhaps
As Close as A Naked
Free Dance
And
Song
Simply The Wind…
All Colors Rise From Calm
Eye of The Hurricane Winds
Expanding… Black Holes
Spiraling
Arms
Of
Galaxies
Black And
Blue… Calm…
Balancing Force…
FRiEnDS With Gravity
Bring Colors oF Light Now😊🎶
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Happiness is within us but sometimes we feel halved and thus our happiness feels incomplete
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True Yet
Still
Ours
To Find😊
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Reblogged this on Niala-Loisobleu and commented:
La moitié qui manque rend le tout insatisfait…
N-L
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Merci beaucoup
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Such a painful read 😦
(but very well done, as always!)
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Thank you so much!
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Thanks for the reblog 🙂
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You have conjured this so beautifully,
so tenderly.
Magical.
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