Half Happy

Flashing my off-white smile to the world I wonder if they can see past it. The big grin they see plastered on my face does no justice to the teeth I am secretly clenching. The rosiness they see at the edge of my smile is mistaken for a shy blush. My anger has its redness concealed without even trying. The sheen in my eyes is not sparkle but tears refusing to trickle.

I am happy, just like they believe but it’s not complete. It’s an incomplete happiness for an incomplete soul.

I am only half happy because I am halved…

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  1. It’s True There is An Illusion That Others Own Half Our Happiness It’s True There Is An Illusion That We Master All Of Our Happiness Within It’s Also True That Neuroscience
    Suggests We
    All Basically
    Generate Our
    Realities in
    Hallucinations
    We Create Based
    On Experiences We
    Hallucinate Before as
    We Come To Feel And
    Sense Our Reality Now
    What
    Is Whole
    What Is
    Beautiful
    What is
    The Ecstasy
    To Give And Share
    Free is Ours To Seek
    And Find in Our Deepest
    Breaths Within i Will Never
    Be Able to Create A Path
    In Another to Find The
    FRiEnD i Find
    In me
    But i
    Do Know
    Feel And Sense
    That Religion Science
    Philosophy All Come
    Together Now To Prove
    This ‘Autotelic Flow’ is
    Possible And
    Real
    For
    All
    Those
    Who Find Their
    Way So Many
    Metaphors
    For
    Heaven
    Within Never the
    Less the Eternal
    Now Bliss Within is
    Real But often Eternally
    Not Found For those
    Who Seek it anywhere
    Else But

    Within

    Now

    Sadly

    Our

    CuLTuRaL
    Tools Ranging
    From Clothes
    Of Written Words
    To Weapons Guns
    Of War
    Keep

    Most All
    Human Beings
    Living Half
    A Life

    Away
    From Eternal
    Flow of Bliss Within…

    Where again Perhaps
    As Close as A Naked
    Free Dance

    And

    Song

    Simply The Wind…

    All Colors Rise From Calm

    Eye of The Hurricane Winds

    Expanding… Black Holes

    Spiraling

    Arms

    Of

    Galaxies

    Black And

    Blue… Calm…

    Balancing Force…

    FRiEnDS With Gravity

    Bring Colors oF Light Now😊🎶

    Liked by 2 people

    1. Yamini says:

      Happiness is within us but sometimes we feel halved and thus our happiness feels incomplete

      Liked by 1 person

      1. True Yet
        Still
        Ours
        To Find😊

        Liked by 1 person

  2. loisobleu says:

    Reblogged this on Niala-Loisobleu and commented:
    La moitié qui manque rend le tout insatisfait…
    N-L

    Liked by 2 people

    1. Yamini says:

      Merci beaucoup

      Liked by 1 person

  3. Such a painful read 😦
    (but very well done, as always!)

    Liked by 2 people

    1. Yamini says:

      Thank you so much!

      Liked by 1 person

    1. Yamini says:

      Thanks for the reblog 🙂

      Like

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