I wake up tired after a good night’s sleep and feel exhausted all the time. Why? This question bugs me day and night but the answer was lost until today. It is not my body that is exhausted, it is my soul. I trust no one and loves me nobody. I escape my reality but it stares back at me with harsh eyes. I pretend am fine when inside am breaking. I am lonely in a crowd and disoriented when I am alone. Emotions have a mind of their own and I am tired of it all. My soul is tired.