Thoughts clouding the clear sky of my mind
Random and incomplete, they are all I find
Questions are pouring over me, wounding like a dart
Answers to which are lost in the ocean of my heart
Which way do I go, which will hurt me less?
The puddle of options becomes a raging mess
The depth of azure calls for me with messages in waves
I ask my mind for the right way ahead, but it just raves…
Left alone by him, I am at the mercy of my heart
This time I have a pillar and my ally plays its part
A plunge I take into the blues of my query
Will I emerge again or drown with my ferry?